Suffocating from where I am in my life at the moment.
I'm utterly desperate for change.
I want God to move in a big way in my life.
All I can do is wait until He does, and pray I don't lose my mind before then.
Monday, May 31, 2010
Monday, May 3, 2010
Things
My heart is broken, and I am sickened by the fact that I just EASILY got rid of 4 huge black garbage bags slammed full with clothes. That is not to mention the 4 big boxes and 4 other bags that I got rid of last semester. This is so heart breaking that I have that many clothes and things, when there are little babies with nothing to put in their bellies, nothing to wear, and no shoes to put on their sweet little feet. I am hurting at my complete and utter wastefulness. I don’t need that many clothes and honestly, I don’t even want that much stuff. It is eye opening to look around and see how I fill my life with so many things, and don’t even notice it.
God take it all. I want nothing but You. Forgive me for my selfishness, and disregard for the hurting. Break my heart for what breaks Yours, Father. Thank you for loving me and opening up my eyes to my sin.
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